"It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it!"

I do have to make a quick entry.
Last night I went out to Mirabar with Grace, Justin came out with Preston and Cindy (who I'd kind of met last week and I met Preston the last night that Ryan was into me). Ryan was there with his entourage, as usual. I didn't talk to him about his bizarre behavior, which continued all through last night, but I didn't really spend much time with his group either.

Anyways, I decided to call him today and ask. So I did.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked.
"No. Why?" he said.
"Oh. Cause you've been acting all weird the past couple nights."
"Oh, really? Sorry."
"Uhm...okay. Hey, what're you doing tonight?"
"Nothing. I'm not going out."
"You want to hang out then, cause I don't have any plans."
"Sure."
"I have a class, but I'll give you a call afterwards, okay?"
"Yeah, cool."

So after class I call him. He doesn't answer. I called later when I got home so I could be like "Guess it didn't work out for tonight, some other time though?" He didn't answer either time.

Too bad, cause I think he was good for what I want right now. I don't think we would have ended up lasting forever or anything, but it would be fun while it lasted, and I think it probably would have ended pretty amicably.

Anyways, checking out my stats, I want to do some shout outs to my readers who seem to be silent. Firstly, I encourage ya'll to leave a comment even if it's just to say "hi", I like to know who's reading about my opera di soap. :P
So, hi to all of you lurkers! I'm especially intrigued by the visitor from Chile?

"You're sublime, you're a turkey dinner"

So, this is awkward. (Look, I even put a picture of the Awkward Turtle in, it's that bad.)

You see, I have apparently developed this complex where if I don't tell you all how crazy this weekend was, I feel like I'm letting you down.

I tried to have a crazy weekend, I really did. But it was pretty wholly unspectacular. Which was nice.

I guess my lack of exciting stories is kind of a story in and of itself, huh?

The most exciting thing was that there was definitely some competition and some jealousy over who's place I crashed at last night.

Oh! Oh! There was a new dancer (well, two, actually), Andy. SO HOT. SO SO SO SO SO SO HOT. Did I mention that Andy is hot? Cause he is. Sadly, he was not part of the "give Graham a place to sleep" competition, because of how he probably would have won hands down over everybody.
(No, the picture is not of Andy....but it is a really hot boy who is gogo dancing!)

Also, this ActiveMeter thing? Amazing. Kind of addictive. I feel slightly scary. But I am thrilled about how many hits I get (even though most of them are from Google image searches...)