I hate PA!

To start with, I need to give a shout out to my friend Genevieve who has confessed to me -- although there may have been alcohol involved :P -- that she is an addict of my blog. She calls it her "new Pink is the New Blog".

I've been inspired now, actually. Kat, Genevieve...our Pink is the New Blog picture could say "Pink is the New Grahambling"...even though Pink is the New Blog was around first...

I decided, the shitty luck I've been having? It's all because of Pennsylvania. Kick in the ass from God: you don't belong here. Move.

Because I had shitty luck in Pennsylvania all the way until I hit New Jersey on the road trip yesterday.
And I had shitty luck trying to take a rest in Connecticutt too but I don't think that was at all connected to anything. :-P

Anyways, here's what's been going on since my last post....I cast my one act, er "short play". They're great.

Gint is over. It was phenomenal and guess what? My dad snuck down to PA to see it!!

My computer's hard drive died. It got replaced but it's taken me a week since then to get my computer operational again since I'm dumb. I got home, and poof, figured it out. PA clouds my brain, I think.

Because my computer wasn't working though, I am now in danger of failing almost all of my classes and my schedule for next semester is TOTALLY screwed the fuck up.

As far as those issues with the other dancer went....well, nothing's really changed. I'm pretty much ignoring that as a problem. I have enough other issues to deal with than the fact that I make less money than the other dancer. And that certain people who are friends of mine start conversations with me by asking "Where's Will?" or don't talk to me at all because they're so focused on him now....
I know, not his fault. And I'm still being friendly to all of these people. But it doesn't make me happy. Because like, now? Now would be a time when having friends would be nice but even the ones who aren't ditching me don't seem to have time for me. All I need is a good movie-and-ice-cream night, am I asking too much?

I am working on getting hotter still, but the progress is slow going. Partly because I'm exhausted all of the time from this feeling of "What's gonna go wrong next?" because something always does.

Oh? As far as the love life goes? So, I was talking to a few guys (other than James, because as we know, hopeless). And I start going on a few dates (two, to be exact) one of them -- Jeremy. (Too many J names, I know!) He even came to see my show, and awkwardly met my dad despite my best efforts, and things seemed to be going pretty good. I did not, however, allow myself to jinx it by thinking the "b" word ("boyfriend", I mean).
So I must've jinxed it some other way, because he's moved the hell on from me. To a high schooler. Now, I know I'm an age-is-just-a-number sort of guy, but a high schooler over me? I cannot fathom that a high schooler has more to offer. But he says he's "happier now than he's ever been", and who am I to stand in the way of a timeless week-old love? It's not like I can compete with singing "Bubbly" over the phone. Maybe because I haven't made the effort to learn the words because I think that it's a little ridiculous to learn something someone else wrote and use it as a way of conveying my emotions? Sorry if I think it'd be more romantic if that sort of a thing were conveyed in something, I don't know, original?
Anyways, I told him my feelings for him in a way-out-of-left-field spilling of heart and soul (something I have never ever done before in my entire life). And when he found out I'd never done that before he said "Oh" which leads me to my latest conclusion:
I've always been doing the right thing by shutting the hell up.
My friends keep saying that when he realizes that a high schooler, no matter how mature, is incapable of having a serious relationship because of the structure of their life and the changes they're about to go through with starting college and all, he's going to come crawling back to me. Question is -- if my friends are right that he'll come back, am I gonna take him back? I've never been much of one for second chances and I've been right before....

Anyways, to sum it all up: men suck, I'm still chronically single, depressed, and am right that spilling your guts is a totally worthless action. (Unless, apparently, you're spilling your guts through someone else's words.)

Ooooooh, but I have a new keyboard! And it's fun to type on because all the keys are there and none of them stick!

And Katie and I went to DC last weekend (when the whole Jeremy thing went down) and visited our friend Ashley and we went to Apex and it was a phenomenal blast!

Now I'm in RI and I need to hop offline so I can go shower because I'm working at the Dark Lady's Thanksgiving Eve party!!

Oooh, I also forgot about this:

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Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Truman: Long Live the Queen

This is my second video in the series. Are we excited yet??

In other news, I started working at Club XS again! It was fun to be back. I didn't make tons of money last night, but I did pretty well. As much as I love Todd, I am pretty sure that I will make more once he's left. He's leaving Tuesday to go rehearse for some Disney show and then he's going to be performing as Tarzan on Disney cruises for the next year. Then he's going to LA to seek fortune and fame in the movies.
And the bitch best not forget about me. :P

There was a guy there named Luke -- we only met briefly, danced and then I rescued him from a drunk and horny old man. But he's hot. He works there, apparently, so we'll see how this pans out.

I'm hanging out with Bob today at some point, I think. Don is DC though.

Also, there was a porn star there last night. I don't know who, he wasn't performing or anything. I'm trying to place him....I swear I've seen him before. Gorgeous, broad shoulders. He had the word SUMMERS tattooed across his lower back in a sort of Gothic print. Some people called him AJ but I'm reasoning that's more likely his real name than his porn name? I dunno. Anybody know who this guy was?

Truman is Coming

Instead of a hottie this week...

Here's the first of the videos being added to the web series.

The set up for this video is this: the Queen of the Order that I work for was poisoned this week, she's alive but she is still recovering. In the meantime, the Princess has taken charge (not a small task for a fifteen year old girl who's still learning English).
Then there's photos and a clip of Truman (me) where he's clearly talking but you can't hear what he's saying over the music. In truth that's because it's the a different take of all the stuff I say in the next video, but I'm assuming that plot-wise it's because Truman is saying top secret stuff that the Queen and/or Princess heard and other people don't need to know.


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(Jenny, you may recognize one of the photos in here. ;) :P)