"I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad..."

It's kind of funny how what can go from being a mediocre day can come crashing around you to just leave you disappointed.

I was planning on spending tonight hanging out with Don and Bob. We've really only hung out once, but they proved to be great friends. Amazing friends. That was, after all, the night of the car accident.

But, Bob's class ran late. Didn't get out til 11, and because they are responsible adults they figured it was too late to call me and see if I still wanted to hang out, so they went home and went to bed wicked early for them.
....now hold up. I'm 19 and in college and I don't have class til 12:30. While, yes, it's responsible adult logic, I'm not a responsible adult yet. Hence why I'm up at 3:00 am the night before an audition. (Dumb much? Mmhmm!)

But anyways, I was so looking forward to hanging out with them and even though my day was over, now when I look back at it, it's all shaded by how the main thing I wanted to do today didn't happen and it just looks crappy. I didn't do an audition that I really wanted to do. I put it off instead, like some kind of procrastinator. I left my car in the hands of a mechanic I absolutely do not trust. I am not pleased with the work I did for my one class.
Today looked so good four hours ago. And I haven't done anything but call them since then. Blah, I hate being an angsty teenager.

On the bright side...new episodes of Lost tomorrow! And, hey, I will audition tomorrow. I don't know how it will go (now that I'm not all jazzed like I was last night, it's not seeming like it'll be brilliant....nor do I know how I'm getting back from it.)