And, oh yes, there's this:
You don't understand how much I'm NOT missing him this time.Okay, small dilemma here...it's Providence Pride. All of my friends will want to go to other parties. Fortunately, I'm pretty sure the clubs are gonna be open later than usual sooooo...the plan is this: I go to XL. I meet Mr. Perfect. I remind myself I have no chance in hell. I tip Mr. Perfect. I leave, meet up with my friends, and am giddy all night.
Sounds good to me. :)
What if he's at Pride?? I could meet him there if he's there!
My God, I'm already giddy! I have to get myself under control.
So, last night was fun/interesting/I'm a total pimp I guess.
As we know, I have crushes on three guys: Jonathon -- who I like the best, but who has basically no time; Joey -- who has some time, but lives far away and I'm not sure but it's prob'ly gonna turn out we'd be better friends; Ryan -- who I don't trust (not that I trust the other two, cause I don't trust men, but whatev) and who I've been told I should steer clear of (and there was the incident with the face-punching) but who I can't help but be drawn to.
So, I went out with Joey after class. A short date. We went to Dunkin Donuts and spent four bucks and chatted for a while. Most of his chatting involves him telling stories about other boys he's liked or been with, which I'm pretty sure I'm not chill with but the stories were funny so that made up for it.
Then I was like "I have to go back through Providence, so I might as well hit a club. They're free on Tuesdays." So I go to Mirabar. It's dead, but as I'm leaving I run into Ryan and his girls out on the street. So I'm like "I'm going to Energy, Mirabar's dead." They decide to come with. Or rather, the girls decide to come with. Ryan seems like he couldn't care less that he's seeing me, and so now I'm perturbed by this. And he kept acting like that all night. I know I'm going to see him out tonight, so if he's acting like that again, I'm gonna ask what's going on cause I'm not cool with that either. He was all over me at the club Monday night.
Anyways, I followed him back to his house and got my shirt back.
Now, I know I've said to a couple people that after I got my shirt back I was going to try to extract myself from him. But...that was totally a lie. I mean, I should. From what I've heard about him, it's in my best interest to just be club-friends with him and nothing more. But I never have used my common sense in this area, have I?
5 comments:
Oh Graham, you do have a few dilemmas. For a start it seems like Ryan is a write off. He would not be the best for you if his friends attack you (because that is what his friend done) and then he starts acting up weird on you. You sound like a great guy and your perfect guy will come along one day. Remember to wait patiently and you will be surprised what will just fall at your feet!
Hey, thanks for the comment on my page. The Queen in the pic was the Queen of England. She is also the Queen of New Zealand and our head of state even though she lives on the other side of the world! I suppose our system with the Queen is the same as that in Canada.
Hugs to you Graham,
Kev in NZ
My Dear boy,
Shit I make myself sound older than I anticipated...There are 3 I say again 3...Good grief, I cant even score 1 date...lol
Hmmm it would seem to me that your commonsense is already working out what is in your best interests young man...But I suggest you stay well away from the troublesome Ryan & his LOSER sidekick! Your still a young man...there is plenty of time for ♥LOVE♥ Just be careful huh...Dont want to see a friend with a broken heart!
hugs
Well, I guess we all know where you will be on June 16. Listen to the good advice of your elders (Shaney) when it comes to love. :)
Graham, reading these posts takes me back to my early 20's in the best of ways. Thanks. :)
And remember, there are worse dilemmas than "which of the 3 guys do I like better?"...
Kevin--I'm not looking for intensely super serious right now. I do want a boyfriend, but not THE boyfriend. I want a summer relationship, more serious than hook-ups but mostly fun. If it becomes serious, then okay.
Shaney--there's three boys, but I've only scored one date. And that's my first date since January, so don't feel bad. 'Sides, you've seen me broken-hearted before (twice at least :P), I've lived through it.
Sue--you bet that I will be at XL on the 16th, at least part of the night!
Alan, there are definitely worse dilemmas, but that doesn't make the decision any easier! I'm so glad you enjoy reading about my misadventures! :)
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