I am a little more than devestated right now.
I know I shouldn't have fallen so hard, so fast. I know I should have asked him to wait for me, although really I couldn't because he'd already told me not to wait for him (and aside from that, later he said that if I told him not to go see other guys that would have been the end of it). I guess I didn't have another choice.
I'm not looking for something serious. I'm not looking for long-lasting. I'm just looking for something tangible, something based off of more than just sex. Mostly, I'm just looking for a guy that I like enough to pursue to like me back enough to date me.
Every guy I've ever dated has pursued me and I've been like "Yeah, you're alright. Whatever." In one instance, I came to like that person a lot.
Usually, I like the guy and I try to date them and it seems like everything's going well for me and then suddenly, no warning, it ends. It hasn't managed to start yet, but it ends.
I don't understand, but I hate it. I hate men.
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4 comments:
Hang in there kiddo...it doesn't get any easier, you just develop a thicker skin.
Wow, that sounded depressing... but you will find you prince, you just have to kiss a lot of frogs in the meantime.... and you know it could be worse, the frogs could be kissing back!
Hahaha...Kendall, I'm kissing princes and turning them into frogs. :P
It's very depressing, and he's very stubborn about not giving me any explanation but he's so determined that he wants to stay friends...and that's better than nothing right?
Friends? UGH! I hate it when they say that.... were you friends before? If so, I say sure stay "friends" if not...screw him!
He wasn't your friend before and you were just fine...so why add someone to your list of friends who hurt you from the outset!
I agree with exactly what Kendall says!
You are going to get hurt along the way. I am very resilient but there is always a few where you think that things are going great and then out of totally nowhere he says 'we are going to fast' or he doesnt say anything at all and he flys out of your life as quick as he entered.
Keep it in perspective man, you are going to meet a lot of people like this and it will be amazing what you learn and you will become a little more resilient.
Either way, you're going to get a totally drop dead gorgeous boyfriend with a perfect body, pert bum and great manners, it's just a case of when. (I am all of those lol)
Hang in there man,
Kevin in NZ
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