Thursday, April 17, 2008

"All I'm trying to do is modify my plan"

I have been so on edge all week. Probably because the week got off to an incredibly bad start -- a situation which I can't describe (yet) but basically anyone on my campus knows what I'm talking about because the grapevine there is incredible. Suffice to say, it's made me a little bit jumpy. A lot jumpy.

It also distracted me from my goal this week, which was to find out why I seem to be undateable. Of course, talking to my friends about that is worthless. They all seem to think I'm a catch -- but of course they do, I'm not interested in them. (Suddenly wondering if the best strategy for snagging a boyfriend is to date someone I absolutely couldn't care less about... :P)

But, yeah, this week has been chock-full of arguments and just general crap. With everybody. But there's not really anything substantial to write about at this point. Not much has improved since previous posts, cause things are actually staying at a status quo this week. (Weird for me, isn't it?) Unfortunatley, it's a very dramatic status quo. I'm sure I'll calm down in a few days or something, and hopefully that will ease everything up.
And if I haven't relaxed by Tuesday, the pain meds from my surgery will definitely help, I'm sure. I've never been so excited for Vicodin.

Because this post has been mostly...nothing....here's a meme! I stole it from Brad.

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog. (Brad didn't tag, and neither will I. Shush, we're rebels.)

1) What was I doing 10 yrs ago?
I was being a pretty typical ten year-old, dealing with bullies in elementary school and being better at reading and writing than almost anyone else in my class.

2) What are 5 things on my to-do list for today (not in any particular order):
1. Shower
2. Eat
3. Take Juli tanning
4. Go to class/finish group project with Lauren and Katalina
5. Perform the Diary of Anne Frank

3) Snacks I enjoy:
Chips, sour gummy candy...almost any junk food.

4) Things I would do if I were a billionaire:
Pay off all of my and my parents' debt...and my brother too, come to think of it. By a really nice but not extravagant house (or two...or three), and a nightclub that I could be a silent partner in. (I think my twin Brendan would probably run it, he once told me he wanted to run a nightclub.)

5) Three of my bad habits:
1. Chewing my fingernails
2. Never shutting up (which is the current reigning theory for why I'm undateable, ps)
3. Not cleaning enough

6) 5 places I have lived:
1. Cranston, RI
2. South Kingstown, RI
3. Exeter, RI
4. Elizabethtown, PA
5. Mount Joy, PA

7) 5 jobs I have had:
1. Actor
2. Stage Manager
3. Go go boy
4. A&F Impact Team Member
5. A. Eagle Sales Associate

So, I'm not going to tag anyone but if you want to do it, go right ahead!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow you have been a Stage Manager? LOL That is a job I didnt see you in... :O

I dont know you well, but every time I see you I get this feeling that you are surrounded by many but in reality you are lonely.

I happen to think you are cute and you do seem to be a sweet person. Perhaps, it is not that YOU are difficult to date but you choose difficult people to date!!

Finally, not that my opinion will ever matter to you, but I have the feeling that working on yourself might be as productive as trying to date someone... That little bit of info you give about being bullied but at the same time being "better" at reading than anyone else really makes me wonder a lot about how you project a faux high self esteem but deep inside it is not. :) Just my 2 cents..

Best wishes! and BTW I am using your question set in my blog :) its pretty cool. did you make it up or you got it from someone else?

Brad said...

Are you chewing your fingernails whilst reading this comment? STOP THAT! ;)

Hope things get better for you Little G.!

Grahamburger said...

Reefpicker -- I stage managed once. Never again. There's a good reason you don't picture me in that position.

No, no, my mother's an author. I've been reading since I was three, and I was reading novels in the fourth grade. That's not a faux high self esteem statement there. :P

But I do agree that working on myself would be just as productive, hence why I would want to find out why I'm undateable. Give me something to work *on*.

What is the link to your blog, btw?

Brad -- I totally was! How creepy!