Friday, April 18, 2008

Hindsight is 20/20...

I'm as I write this, in process of getting ready for the show/in the show but offstage. It may be a little disjointed, as thus.

So, given some time to distance me from last night I can see a few spots where I was a little unreasonable. That doesn't mean I'm not still feeling done, and furious with most of the parties involved...however, I do owe some apologies and while those have been made to the individuals they should be expressed to, I feel like I should put them up here as well.

There was a lot, of my last post especially, that was not cool. Okay, I was still angry when I wrote it. That is not, however, an excuse for some of what I wrote. Yes, it was my perspective and it was (mostly) events that happened in my life. Still, I was offensive in the post and for that I apologize. I did share details that didn't need to come into play in the blog post. That was rotten of me, and I apologize for that as well.
Also, I should have asked for clarification, I suppose, on Michael's final text message. It did seem pretty clear to me, but Michael does state -- because yes, we talked a little today. As it turns out, he meant his final text as more of a "it's 3 am, I'm going to bed" kind of way.
And yes, I talked to Tyler a little today as well. Not in a "let's repair our friendship" kind of way, but more of a "this is what happened, this is how I feel about it" kind of way. It's a start, I suppose.

And ps, subtle hint, I'd still like answers to any and all unanswered questions. Hopefully, I'll talk to ya'll later.

1 comment:

Jim said...

Hi Graham,

One thing that took me a long time to learn is that you shouldn’t write when you’re so emotional, or at least not for the public eye to see. You are so cute, charming, and adorable. I wish you the best for finding that special boy to make you truly happy. You deserve nothing less. Yes, you are definitely “dateable”.